middle december 2008



adieu december.. a little bit early this year..
not that i don't like you, 2008..
it's just exhausting year..
i need a fresh year..


i think my fave colour in 2008 was purple..
yet i choose red for my convocation..

after almost 3 years admiring him.. i finally get him.. :)
i've been thinking about getting myself a dslr back in 2006..
i've been head over heels for D40x..
seriously smitten.. :)
yet, i settle with D80..
i guess its worth the wait..
still in the stage of understanding him.. :)

this is a picture of mooncheat..
my neighbour's kitten..
really manja..
but she died recently..
that's all..

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Boy, I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

a verse from lucky by mr. Mraz.

a friend of mine said it was a good song. never had a chance to listen to it yet. so no conclusion can be made. but, i think the lyric is quite good.

it suddenly raining yesterday afternoon. it was quite a bright day. never imagined the sky would suddenly cry. but that's life. unexpected.

unexpected and unpredictable. vagueness. sometimes alluring. sometimes annoying. mysterious tempted curiousity, but then again, too much mystery just peevish.

happy november 2008.

happy diwali.

reality bites.

feel a little pain at my back.
like someone pinned a needle on me.
no severe injury.
after all, it just a needle.

and i will still continue smiling.

life experience. PRICELESS.

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
Wasn't I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that I've been running from..

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I.. Cry a little.. Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little..

I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me..

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I.. Cry a little.. Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little..

I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
Who can face the things that I've been running from

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I.. Cry a little.. Die a little
At least I know I lived..

It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all

let me fall by bethany joy lenz

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Syawal 2nd, 1429H
Happy Eid Mubarak

the forgiveness month.
but i think we should forgive everyday.

if at first you don't succeed, dust yourself off and try again.
but if after the third attempt you still didn't succeed, just walk away.
try something new.

the look and the soul.
the look definitely the attention grabber.
but then again, the soul is always the winner.

surprise.
everyone love surprises.
but not every surprise love by everyone.

it's a wonderful life.
have a wonderful eid celebration.

what are you doing little flower?

contemplating between the sky and the ground.

why don't you fly around?

i wish but i'm hanging to this tree.

then why don't you step down to the ground?

i wish but i just don't belong.

happy april fewll.. hahahaha..

April played a fiddle
And my heart began to dance
And I was so surprised to find
My arms around romance.
April played a fiddle
And I memorized the tune
And later on, a dream and i
Went singing to the moon.
Then may began to gossip,
And june just winked her eye,
And you should have seen
The know-it-all expression on july.
April played a fiddle
Ah but here’s the funny part,
I had to pay the fiddler
With my one and only heart

frank sinatra`s april played a fiddled

life fulls of unpredictable event.
accident do happens.
in split second things can change.

but still.. i am thankful for everything.
and still.. i do feel guilty.
i am really really sorry.

people are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; forgive them anyway.
if you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; be kind anyway.
if you are successful, you'll win some false friends and some enemies; succeed anyway.
what you spend years building, someone may destroy in one night; build anyway.
if you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway.
the good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; do good anyway.
give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; give the world the best anyway.
you see, in final analysis, it is between you and God; it was never between you and them anyway.

found this quote while browsing multiply for mp3.

forgiving is hard.
to be truly kind is hard.
success didn't come easily.
building things ain't easy.
be sincerely happy is tough.
good things never last.
give yourself the best.
and it is between me and God.

but everything else is the reason.
consequently determine everything between me and my God.

currently addicted to the veronicas and paramore. kewl tune. and also ella fitzgerald.

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happy new year..