what are you doing little flower?

contemplating between the sky and the ground.

why don't you fly around?

i wish but i'm hanging to this tree.

then why don't you step down to the ground?

i wish but i just don't belong.

happy april fewll.. hahahaha..

April played a fiddle
And my heart began to dance
And I was so surprised to find
My arms around romance.
April played a fiddle
And I memorized the tune
And later on, a dream and i
Went singing to the moon.
Then may began to gossip,
And june just winked her eye,
And you should have seen
The know-it-all expression on july.
April played a fiddle
Ah but here’s the funny part,
I had to pay the fiddler
With my one and only heart

frank sinatra`s april played a fiddled

life fulls of unpredictable event.
accident do happens.
in split second things can change.

but still.. i am thankful for everything.
and still.. i do feel guilty.
i am really really sorry.